4 months, 8 days.

four months and eight days on the waiting list. the other day when i had the door open to the still drying nursery, i found parker just sitting.  and in a hyper-emotional state, i cried, at the cheesiest thought i may have ever had lol "even parker is waiting". :) eighteen and a half weeks less of our total wait time.

we had a friend dream twice in a row one week recently that we found out april 15th. after first determining that she was not excessively concerned for tax day, i tucked it away in my mind.  could be right. could be God. or it could just be nudge to hope through another month. another few weeks with a timeline to consider. no harm in hoping. no wrong in being incorrect if it pushes you to hope.